Why create a fabric sexual anatomy model and have the audacity to name it a “4D Pleasure Model”? If it’s more relatable to call it 3D because yes, that’s what it is, please do — and keep some space to ponder what might make an experience feel 4D for you.
Because what if anatomy isn’t just about muscles and bones?
What if it’s about creating connection, sensation, and embodiment?
Instead of looking at 2D diagrams that are hard to translate into what actually lives between the hip bones, 3D gives us orientation — and 4D invites us into relationship. It begins with a choice, then continues with curiosity — a willingness to explore the depth of what becomes possible when all our parts are included.
From Flat Paper to Loving Touch
It began with a friend saying,
“I can see you making a sexual anatomy model with a bell for a clitoris.”
At the time, I laughed and thought she was crazy. But the seed was planted.
Years later, after completing Dr. Saida Désilets and Aaron Michael’s Awakening the Sensual Woman, that seed began to sprout.
The program didn’t just teach me anatomy — it reawakened my imagination. It helped me believe that with intention, attention, and gentle touch, sensation could return where there was numbness and pleasure could grow where there had once been pain.That experience inspired me to create something tactile — a way to help women see and begin to feel interoceptively (from the inside out).
A Journey That Blends Science, Spirit & Sensation
What I love most about Awakening the Sensual Woman is the way it flows.
Each week follows a gentle rhythm:
🩵 Teaching — grounded education about anatomy, arousal, and the nervous system
💫 Guided Meditation — an invitation to drop into your body and listen from within
🌬 Embodiment Practice — where learning becomes feeling and knowledge becomes lived experience
It’s a journey that brings together the head and the heart — the science of how your body works and the art of how it wants to feel.
What’s Inside Awakening the Sensual Woman
Here’s what the six-week journey explores:
Week 1 – Breath, Voice & Safety
Reconnect with your breath as your body’s natural permission-giver. Build the foundation of safety and presence that makes pleasure possible.
Week 2 – Pleasure Anatomy & the Nervous System
Learn how arousal lives in your body — from the clitoral network to the deep pelvis. Discover how your nervous system supports or blocks sensation, and how to gently open again.
Week 3 – The Vestibule – Meeting the Threshold
Explore the tender edges of your sensual gateways. Practice slowing down, asking, and listening before entering.
Week 4 – Deep Sensation – Urethra & Perineum
Drop into subtler awareness. Understand deeper structures and their emotional resonance — how energy and sensitivity move through layers of tissue and memory.
Week 5 – Cervix, Uterus & Emotional Integration
Meet the emotional intelligence of your deep body. Guided meditations invite release, tenderness, and renewed sensitivity.
Week 6 – Integration, Celebration & Embodiment
Gather everything you’ve discovered into a living practice. Learn daily rituals and movement to keep your body’s dialogue alive.
Each week blends education, meditation, and embodied experience — reminding you that understanding your body is not a task but a relationship.
Why I Now Offer This Journey
After experiencing its depth myself, I knew I wanted to support other women through it — not as a teacher of ideas, but as a companion in remembering.
That’s why I now offer private sessions that include Awakening the Sensual Woman.
My 4D Pleasure Anatomy Model becomes a tactile, visual guide in our one-on-one time — helping you connect what you’re learning to your own body’s wisdom.It’s how the material comes off the screen and into your hands, heart, and breath — turning knowledge into embodied knowing.
Why Our Combined Guidance Matters
Dr. Saida Désilets brings decades of pioneering research and practice in sexual sovereignty and erotic intelligence. Her teachings are rooted in deep science, philosophy, and lived wisdom.
I bring the lens of lived transformation — the journey of returning to my own body after disconnection, of turning education into felt experience. My background in textile artistry, anatomy education, and embodied facilitation allows me to translate complex ideas into touchable understanding.
Together, these two perspectives — Dr. Saida’s lifelong mastery and my grounded, creative integration — form a bridge between theory and embodiment. You receive the fullness of her brilliance and my attentive presence to help the learning land in your body.
Work With Me
If you’re ready to explore your sensual body with curiosity and care, I’d love to walk beside you. Click here to register.
Private Immersion — $1200
A six-session journey to awaken your sensuality.
You’ll receive:
- Lifetime access to the 6-week Awakening the Sensual Woman program
- Six private 1-hour sessions with me to practice, integrate & explore
- Personalized embodiment & reflection practices
- One-month access to Dr. Saida Désilets’ private women’s community, with a live Q&A opportunity
- Weekday messaging support for ongoing connection, accountability & integration
Awakening the Sensual Woman with Support — $450
You’ll receive:
- Lifetime access to the 6-week Awakening the Sensual Woman program
- One private 1-hour session with me to explore and ground the teachings
- One-month community access + live Q&A with Dr. Saida Désilets
- Weekday messaging for reflection and integration
Both pathways invite you to move at your own pace — building trust with your body, sensation by sensation. Click here to register.
How to Begin
When you’re ready to register, simply click here to register and select the option that feels right to you.
Once you do:
- I’ll personally register you with Embodied Love University (ELU) to secure your place in Awakening the Sensual Woman.
- You’ll receive a welcome message from me outlining your next steps, private session scheduling, and how to prepare.
- You’ll also receive a welcome email directly from ELU, inviting you to complete your registration and access the course materials.
From there, we begin your journey together — grounded, guided, and personalized to your pace.
Closing Reflection
What began as a curiosity — a friend’s wild idea about a bell for a clitoris — became a calling.
Awakening the Sensual Woman didn’t just reconnect me to pleasure; it reconnected me to creativity, reverence, and trust in my body’s intelligence.
Maybe that’s what “4D” really means: the moment your body, breath, heart, and imagination start speaking the same language again.
test your sex ed knowledge
In the second pandemic winter, I experienced profound changes that were interfering with my functioning as a health care worker, mother and spouse. The one thing that has, in retrospect, made the most impact for me was studying the Jade Egg Essentials with Lesley Joiner.
Because of the [course work] and group sessions provided by Lesley, I was able to awaken "extra energy", enough to initiate a self-care plan to feel strong and capable again, and get back on track with emotional self-regulation, intentionally making space for fun and pleasure.
Lesley's lived experience, education and absolute passion for this critical work clearly inspire her to provide a unique and immensely empowering client experience.
NOT ONCE DID I FEEL ANY JUDGMENT.
[Lesley] helped to show me how to redefine crude, narrow, and conservative terms and definitions with a different perspective that harnesses a kinder, more meaningful insight to taboo topics that carry an unjust societal shame.
In the beginning, I bounced plenty of questions around the topic of sex and relationships, both inside and outside of the bedroom. Not once did I feel any unwillingness to share, as Lesley creates such a safe and warm space for learning and healing.